★ Do You Dare?

OLMATA FAM BEATEN-

2011-01-08T11:39:00.001-03:00

LOL @Grandeur..
recruiting noobs xDD

ORHORH BEATEN-

2011-01-06T11:36:00.000-03:00

Playing with Peluchin -

2011-01-05T15:17:00.000-03:00

Para mi Amor-

2011-01-05T15:11:00.000-03:00

Our Naughty Room-

2010-12-23T10:30:00.002-03:00

Have cute pets, hearts everywhere, and YES!! the bed! ;)

Paula says Hi to Peluchin!♥

Yoer says Hi to Gatita!♥

Nice Mission-

2010-12-23T08:42:00.000-03:00

Playing with CLAU -

2010-12-21T15:55:00.000-03:00

WK BEATED! -

2010-12-21T14:36:00.001-03:00

At least once xD

Then again lose xD

:P

2010-12-20T20:24:00.001-03:00

Sat went out with moooooooom! Was a nice day except for the fact that the doll Sofi wants is sold out everywhere x.x What are we gonna do!??

Anyway we bought food..was so much...I couldnt finish it :P

Creepy Dolls -

2010-12-20T20:20:00.000-03:00

Mom said they looked like us cause have such a HUGE eyes xD

Forever Cutieeee ♥

2010-12-17T20:23:00.000-03:00

Our Memo & Teddy Ring -

2010-12-14T08:41:00.000-03:00

Games -

2010-12-14T08:31:00.002-03:00

I won!~ 8k :D

Playing with Peluchin wearing our rocking outfits

Funny New NPCs-

2010-12-12T16:45:00.002-03:00

Is that ELVIS?? xD

Pharaons.

Memories :D

2010-12-12T16:35:00.002-03:00

First Ring and Puppy Outfit.

Bad Puppys-------------------Good Puppys

Greetings from our friend! :D

WEDDING BELLS -

2010-12-10T16:15:00.002-03:00

We passed at first try, so pros! :D
No one assisted cause no one else was online at that timing haha.

piggin'

2010-12-05T14:10:00.002-03:00

Went to supermarket last night and had to take pics of this. YUMMY!~

BLAH BLAH

2010-12-05T11:29:00.002-03:00

Now my days are so full of things to do that i rarely login to Audi. I do it when im "free" :D so today i played a while with SYM's members..was kinda awkward because they were new in the fam so they didnt know me x.x but i stayed quiet just playing in silence and beating them xDD cause i won every round, except 1 cause i was chatting with wk :P but well i had to be generous haha.

I wanna change ign so badly ... Hope can do it soon.

I WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNT!!

2010-12-03T19:21:00.001-03:00

So i saw this new event on Audi..i really cant wait for patch and have that cute teddy ring.*drools*

AUDITION SEASON 3 & FIERY CONCERT!!!

2010-11-25T19:07:00.003-03:00

I liked so much the new design of the website, finally the player is working and can see real desirable highlights of the upcomings items *i wantttttt*.
Fiery concert was a great start of the AudiSea 3! But im still not good at it =[ i look pretty cool with my guitar though... i guess need more training to become a rockstar! :D
audiSea 3 has been amazing, the new songs always are stuck in my head and usually the first thing i do is download them to have them on my own player ;) *mwahaha* ; the new modes are fun and i hope for the future we will have even mooooore!

As my own wish, i want to ask for more events, i felt like this year we didnt have as many as 2009.
But well..2010 hasnt ended yet :D

Soooooooo...

2010-11-25T19:01:00.002-03:00

Still havent married. Peluchin & myself, we're so focus on other things that the time flies and when we realize is already late =P but i guess soon we will do it. I want our ring. And im sure he wants it aswell.

Im dying to see december's patch, i've my hopes on it *praying for good items and sales*

Im hungryyyyy~~~

Peluchin & Gatita -

2010-11-15T18:51:00.000-03:00

Cause he's so so special .

He won me....again...

Bullying & Nice Missions-

2010-11-10T18:46:00.001-03:00

NEW IGN-

2010-11-10T18:43:00.000-03:00

:D

2010-11-04T12:02:00.003-03:00

What's going on in my life.

*Our kitty died.

*Sofi was accepted in the school.

*Mom & Mauricio are keeping stronger :D

*Playing less Audi.

*Getting stronger everyday & going out alone :D

*Went to the docs i had to. Starting treatment soon, praying for that to works out well.

*Doing exercises much as "i can".

*Looking for a job that doesnt kill me in the process.

*And like Bella Swan "i am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."

♥

HUGE SMILE.

2010-09-24T22:34:00.004-04:00

It has passed 2 weeks since the last day i posted and in that little amount of time so many things that i never expected to experience happened.
Since mom's bday i realized i was a selfish bitch. So i opened my heart to someone who is making her happy; her boyfriend is not that bad after all. He cares for her 24/7, sometimes i think he's her shadow or guardian angel. She always wanted to have a partner, someone to hold hands and face the world with and seems that she got it; i really hope so and put my faith on it.

I also went out with them because here was the "fiestas patrias" (some shit to remember the independence of this EFFIN country) so there i felt outcast with the rest of the people in the place; i saw the youth: fat, wasted, rude, bad dressed and so on. And that made me feel more sure about my decision. This has never been my place at all, but i always knew that *wink*.

Sofi with her shiny bunny ears and wand.

Sofi and Mauricio in the carrusel, he was the only one who didnt get dizzy in games. And even sofi was about to puke when the gam ended xD Family thing.

I also went to the dentist and i never thought that after my appointment i would be without those annoying suckers wisdom teeth and with my another tooth fixed =D He really made charity for me. And im so thankful, i always wish good things for that awesome person.

My tooth xD [ ewwww]

The arrived of Sanson. New family member. Mom found him just born abandoned in the street even with the placenta hanging. So she rescued him and since then is the little brother. Growing up and bossy...

Big Sanson.

Sofia had her test for school, oct. 13th will have the results. I really really really wish she can enter there. When i was a kiddo was so easy join any school now they even test 4years kids! Its insane.

Sofi sleeping. I love paparazzi my sisters sleeping.hehe

School Girl.

Is it bad feeling happy? cause im feeling happy but im so scared of tomorrow...Im scared of blinking and that everything was a dream.
We just need that little step, shooo anxiety!! all will be settled at the right time =]
im praying for that.

SYM! -

2010-09-06T10:05:00.001-04:00

LVL 62 -

2010-09-05T22:59:00.001-04:00

LOSER BESTIE! -

2010-09-05T15:02:00.000-04:00

Interview of Boredom -

2010-08-28T17:31:00.008-04:00

Real Name: Paula Berrios Amaro
In-game Name: EVILIZMA
Fam: (Ai)SiiaoYouMe

When and how did you start playing Audition?

I started playing when one day i was messaging my friend through msn, and he never replied till hours later and he said "oh sorry i was playing audi" so i asking whats was that? So he explained me was a dancing online game.
I've always loved dancing games so this really excited me and i downloaded the client and well, the rest is history.

Favorite Items: Polka dots shirt (thanks to my, first papa now friend WK aka ~JASPER~)

Favorite Game Mode: Choreography Battle c-4direction

What's the most memorable thing from Audition?

You can find a lots of differents type people: pervs, rudes,mafia,racists and so on but if you're lucky enough you can find the best friends of your life.

What's your ideal Man?

Uhmmm...I really dont have a list of qualities and defects. I fall for the mind and the thoughts, i love have a conversation about life, the world, the news or simply a movie.
Physically i could say taller than me? That's about all.

What is the most childish thing about you?

Hahaha..When i'm sick i always, no matter what, take a pink towel to hug it like a baby.

How will you spend summer?

This year i plan to disturb my brother because he's living in a condo with swimming pool. hehehe Hopefully all my fitness by then will have a nice result to work at the beach. That's my dream at the moment.

Message to all the Audition Players:

Some people says it's only a game but behind that character is a real person, those words, those actions are a mirror of what we are outside from ciber world so be gentle, be nice and respect diferences.
Peace Out~ ☠

LEVEN -

2010-08-25T17:33:00.002-04:00

My fitness status is still on specially cause now the clothes that were so tight now fit so perfectly and even bigger, Javi said im having my 6pack again *luv*

About Mom, she finally had the results of her tests and was nothing wrong at all!!!
weeee super happy!!!

About Sofi, she's starting to eat normally again, still slow though but at least now she asks for more.

About Peluchin, he's away in another city!! I miss him *sulk*

About Bestie, she passed her test!!! Glad now she can be my driver xD hahaha

So this is the life atm.
ps: My effing father sucks!

ORH LOSE! -

2010-08-24T17:32:00.000-04:00

SEXY SCORE -

2010-08-21T17:30:00.000-04:00

Playing with FAM - SYM !!

2010-08-20T17:25:00.000-04:00

[New Record of hearts for me: 24]

[ woohoo i win!]

Hard Life -

2010-08-19T10:06:00.004-04:00

I've been so lazy to post.

First of all, mom is doing fine but i can see the fear in her eyes, i guess is the same fear i have in mines. These days seems to pass so slowly, i wish we already had the result. We've passed throught so many shits..I think we dont deserve more.

My sister got me worried. Little Sofia doesnt want to eat, how a small beautiful girl of 4 years old refuse to eat anything? She's getting skinny and silent. She used to talk non stop, now is just a shadow lay or sit watching tv. Yesterday i took her out for a walk, i had hopes that she may get happy or at least a litle more content..but not really. I bought her an ice cream and she silently ate it. She's my angel, im alive principally cause of her and i dont know what to do now. My mom also opened her eyes and now when she arrives is with her the whole time. Today i plan to take her out again (to return the damn wcam..thats another story) maybe with these sunny days she will feel better, she will recuperate what she has lost. I hope so.

LUV -

2010-08-17T10:24:00.000-04:00

Talked so much with Peluchin. I went to bed smiling like dumb cause of the plans we have. I need to control my anxiety, sometimes i wish to blink and that eveything happened already. But im scared, im such a pussy. I keep thinking what if he doesnt like me? what if his family hates me?
I dont know..I guess im used to bad things happening.

Reality Fitness continues -

2010-08-15T11:17:00.002-04:00

I forgot update my blog but ive been busy working out and fainting after it xD. I relaly feel much more healthy since i started this project. And more flexible too ..hohohoh.
I cant wait to have everything tight again *tiny bikini here i come*

Reality fitness -

2010-08-11T13:43:00.002-04:00

I didnt do my exercises the past days cause was so busy.
And supposely tomorrow ive to go out too, but i dont wanna go.My fther is so annoying...I dont wanna go to that school anymore, ive so many bad memories. I feel sick only thinking about it x_x He never understands me.

Good thing exercise is going great! Today i put the mirror like i was in the gym..hahaha!
I looked quite hot shaking my ass...I lvoed this new dvd ;)

Keep working and relax!

Love you bestie , thanks for your advices always! and you're not useless at all! dummie! ;dumb

And i love Peluchinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn =D

Reality Day 4 -

2010-08-06T10:29:00.001-04:00

Today wasnt a good day. My fit reality was reduced to 35min.
Monday back to normal i hope.

=D

Reality Day 3-

2010-08-05T17:31:00.006-04:00

Im in pain x_x
I did my 1 hr and added more abs till i felt fire on my belly. Now i downloaded more videos for exercises. I feel much better about myself now that im "sporty". Everyday when i finish my hour,
i think :1 step closer.

Today also chat with peluchin ..Love him.

Reality Day 2 -

2010-08-04T13:27:00.002-04:00

Today audi was up ..working...or kinda..
If before i was used to be the laggy ass due to i live way far from the server now the level of lag drives me crazy..The screen blinks, freezes and im always 1 move behind of the rest of the players...Really sucks.

Besides my fam was hacked. WHAT A SHIT!!!
I was and am still so sad and angry, i really liked being part of them, and i enjoyed my online time with them. Now after this happened i logged out. I felt lonely again.

But at least the good side of the story is that im still doing my reality fitness. Today i did dvd 5 cause 2 was so hard...maybe in some days i will be able to resist xDD Hip hop choreography was entertaining and tiring...I did some abs to finish =D

NO AUDI = LIFE IS BACK!

2010-08-03T13:41:00.005-04:00

[DAY 1]

We're going for the 1 week without audi and even though at first i was depressed and bored, with the days passing by i'm more focus on my own life.
Have been thinking and doing, today i started SPORTY MYSELF! I decided to work out everyday cause i want the hottest body, so this is my reality show: GET FIT FOR SUMMER & FOR PELUCHIN (haha) but mostly for myself =D
So i did..I never deleted my Carmen Electra's dvd [HOT] so was easy start.
1hr done! tomorrow will go for the dvd 2!!! I would love take picture of how i look like now day 1..but im so shy and i dont like the way it is.

Anyway i feel so positive and hopeful...
Everything started when i was looking at my friend's pictures and my heart and mind is full of determination. I will do it no matter what! She is so happy , her dreams were same as mine and she is literally LIVING THE DREAM.

I wish you were closer to me now but you're not. Maybe the reason is that human dont appreciatte easy things. Who knows really~ Everyday when i feel down i think that little step will makes me stronger.

Dream On.

Snooping around -

2010-08-02T14:15:00.001-04:00

4 months =D

I BEAT PELUCHIN IN 9K!

2010-07-28T11:14:00.002-04:00

BLUE TAG! hoho~

2010-07-27T11:11:00.004-04:00

Since today im a blue tag inside my fam SIIAOYOUME FTW!
I've some chores to do and i hope i can be a helper to people too.. i wanna be permanent, blue looks pretty good on me xD

ps: i so want this hair indef T_T
anime hair *drools*

PAULA & YOER -

2010-07-26T16:19:00.000-04:00

SWEET SUGAR -

2010-07-21T21:55:00.002-04:00

-My eyes are hidden forever.. Souless-

Lately i've realized [FINALLY] that being a good honest person takes you nowhere. Humanity only abuses of us. I'm tired of it.
Perhaps today was such a little step but for me is a huge advance for what i want in life.

RUN PAULA RUN!!!!!~~

SYM FUN !!!-

2010-07-21T21:45:00.002-04:00

Nice Mission -

2010-07-20T21:06:00.000-04:00

Wedding Grats -

2010-07-20T13:41:00.000-04:00

Enough thinking: REACT! -

2010-07-18T23:13:00.003-04:00

Today was a GOOD day. I wcam-ed with my cousin Claudio and i laughed so much! He's really funny and of course a hottie, that's in our blood. [hoho] Later as another surprise my peluchin Yoer got online on msn so i was double happy!!

Life smiles~

PS: Must keep my promises! Pinkies united Hurkreepy ♥
PS2: Good Luck Clau!! Im thinking in you~

JUMP SAMARA JUMP -

2010-07-18T23:00:00.000-04:00

Bully Shots -

2010-07-17T23:09:00.000-04:00

Nice Mission -

2010-07-16T23:02:00.000-04:00

[ ME ]

2010-07-15T18:59:00.004-04:00

Lately i've had a really black days at home, fights everyday and night and what i thought will never happen again, happened. Since saturday momma doesnt talk to me anymore, and why? cause of that stupid d'bag of her bf.

I cant believe yet she chose him instead of me. I gave her everything except a dick.. She said he's evertyhing and she doesnt need me anymore. Sometimes i try to understand her but i cant, i keep thinking she's blindly in love of what he sold her, a perfect man.

Anyway, now i just live the day with an invisible wall between us. She has hurted me before in many ways..I wonder always why am i so unlucky? Both parents ditching me, i know i should choose my own path but i feel so lost. The time pass and i still dont know. *sigh*

But lets forget the drama.

Days ago i wanted some little things and today got them all =D
Thanks to my bestie and my younger papa, who after so much whining from myself gave me what he promised. It seems that's different than my real father, like he said.

Kiss kiss

ps: miss you.

Im an Angel -

2010-07-15T18:56:00.000-04:00

Nice Mission -

2010-07-15T18:48:00.001-04:00

Fire from Hell -

2010-07-10T17:30:00.002-04:00

[Playing with Bestie for fam points]

I've a cool fam since last night...I hope can stay long time and meet the rest of the people ..cause WOW! there's like 100!!! Pretty cool though, even when sometimes the fluor green text drives me nuts...hahaha xD

AiSiiaoYouMe

Lvl 60 -

2010-07-09T17:26:00.000-04:00

[My Last Magic Lamp u_u]

Nice Mission -

2010-07-08T17:19:00.000-04:00

The fatal day ...

2010-07-08T10:25:00.000-04:00

I lost you.

Grats to Redz & Impression -

2010-07-07T18:39:00.000-04:00

ALUUUU Beated -

2010-07-07T17:24:00.000-04:00

Playing with Bestie -

2010-07-06T17:23:00.000-04:00

BALLRM-ing

2010-06-30T17:14:00.000-04:00

You & Me -

2010-06-29T13:12:00.001-04:00

Boredom -

2010-06-22T20:05:00.000-04:00

[Love the skulls against my hello kitty pjs x3]

666 -

2010-06-21T13:18:00.000-04:00

[Nice number of exp]

Nice Mission -

2010-06-17T13:16:00.000-04:00

Pink Twins -

2010-06-12T18:15:00.000-04:00

Love Party - Calladium

2010-06-08T21:37:00.005-04:00

[Tagging latest hearts for our precious purple ring]

[Ready For Love Party]

[And We Passed =D]

[Our Ring]

New Ring Added -

2010-06-07T20:40:00.001-04:00

Nice Mission -

2010-06-07T20:38:00.000-04:00

Our Rings -

2010-06-03T19:12:00.001-04:00

Lucky Chain with Snow Song -

2010-06-03T19:11:00.002-04:00

New Couple Battle Party -

2010-06-01T22:28:00.001-04:00

Before our Aster.

Funny Npcs.

Love ❤

2010-05-28T11:10:00.004-04:00

Nice Mission -

2010-05-28T11:10:00.001-04:00

Love Party Cuphea -

2010-05-26T11:07:00.000-04:00

Lvl 58 -

2010-05-24T17:27:00.001-04:00

A Little Sunshine -

2010-05-24T16:16:00.002-04:00

Sometimes i feel so into the darkness, i feel i'm part of it and i will never get out of here. I keep wondering where is my karma? House got it finally, it's a tv show though, maybe in reality just will never happen. It doesn't matter if you're good or bad, there's lucky and unlucky people.

Nice Missions -

2010-05-17T16:38:00.000-04:00

My Day with GMAvarich -

2010-05-14T18:20:00.002-04:00

Since today we've a new Gm in Audisea town, I've to say that she seems really nice and sociable and i cannot forget: PRO! [Finally a GM that can beat our arses]. She's in my bl already *evil grin*

Nice Mission -

2010-05-14T18:18:00.000-04:00

My C9 Good Score -

2010-05-14T18:13:00.001-04:00

Isnt the best...Im learning still.

Team Outfit - Peluchin & Candyhead -

2010-05-12T21:26:00.003-04:00

Yeah..im the chicken xDD

Nice Mission -

2010-05-12T21:14:00.000-04:00

working on it -

2010-05-11T21:54:00.001-04:00

[Thanks to Clau for helping me on this.]

Nice Mission -

2010-05-10T21:52:00.000-04:00

WEDDING DAY!!!

2010-05-07T10:47:00.000-04:00

Funny Faces -

2010-05-07T10:43:00.001-04:00

Practicing Arena couple -

2010-05-07T10:39:00.000-04:00

Grats Troy & Precious -

2010-05-06T20:35:00.002-04:00

Together with my lover in wedding entrance.

Looking Cpl For Tila [Candyhead] -

2010-05-06T20:22:00.000-04:00

Autumm/ winter whatever -

2010-05-06T09:27:00.003-04:00

It rained all night long!! I really hate this season, i want summer forever and ever~ Even though i could forget summer if i were with ...*wink*

Come here sun =]

You've the Key....

2010-05-04T19:15:00.004-04:00

Turn The Lock of my Heart.

Black Pain.

2010-05-03T08:04:00.003-04:00

Hoy desperte con este dolor. Hoy no hay nadie aqui que pueda detenerme de llorar. Hoy esas lagrimas que contuve caen sin siquiera pensarlo.
Como hay gente que cree en dios si este mundo es tan injusto?
Porque me enferme...PORQUE? Quisiera tener lo que soñaba, no me merezco esto. Nunca le hecho mal a nadie.

Ahora estoy de nuevo en este agujero. Como quisiera dormir y no despertar mas.
Ya no quiero vivir mas. Si esto se puede llamar vida.

Abri mis ojos y no hay nadie ni nada que me motive a respirar. El dia esta nublado...Como extraño ese sol que me alumbraba al despertar, que me daba energias y ganas de ser diferente. Pero ya no esta, se ha ido como todos en mi vida.

Me pregunto que he hecho, que pecado tan grande he cometido que mi destino es sufrir.
Claudia dice que el amor en internet no existe pero yo estoy segura que ella me ama como yo a ella.Y Hurki tambien,mi mejor amigo del mundo.

Sufri mas de 1 año con tarado que me mentia constantemente, que jugaba conmigo y con mis sentimientos, que usaba audition para subir su ego. Damn it! Merecia algo mejor. Lo merezco.
Porque lo conoci a el? Pero me lo dijeron antes y nunca lo crei. Desearia que el se hubiera dado cuenta de lo que hacia y de que "sweet talking" me enamoraba.

Ya no quiero abrir ese juego. Solo me recuerda que el esta con ella. Que me dejo. Y ya no confio en nadie. Estupido juego, desperdicio de mi tiempo. Despues de todo era solo eso, otro mentiroso que hay que olvidar.

Come as you are, as you were , as i want you to be. As a friend , as a friend. As a known memory.

Kurt was right. There's no enough reasons to stay in this world.

WUUUUT!

2010-05-02T14:11:00.006-04:00

No matter how hard i try. No matter how much trust i give. No matter how much love i feel in my heart. You cant feel it pumping when i read your words.
Because at the end Im just an object. Just a look. Just Me.

It's sad lose a friend.. A person who you thought was special. I hold my tears because you dont deserve any of them. You're just a coward. You're common . You're like the rest. You're asian. Unreliable. And the worse part is that i saw you so different.

Love make us blind. You were perfect in my eyes. Ahhh!! So little time and you made me love you. Is that even posible? Damn it! Damn the destiny, damn the net and damn myself for being so naive. There's no more people like me.

Like someone wise said FUCK IT!

I always knew i was too hot for you.

5th Ring - Aster

2010-05-01T13:36:00.000-04:00

Love Party 4 -

2010-05-01T12:06:00.004-04:00